Two months.Two months have passed since I felt this way.And Im still feeling this way.Ive just been so empty,forlorn and I cant seem to know why.But Saturday's the day,and it's coming.=> But I just can't help but to feel this way.Im still in denial.Why am I here?Why am I still stuck here?I used to be best in my class,but that was Olevels.How far from the throne I came crashing down.Disillusionment.And Im nothing.Nothing but denial in trash.Maybe Im losing my sense of purpose.I let myself down.And Im trying to pick myself back up.But it seems Im kicking my face back down to the ground,the hatred.I let myself down again.And it doesn't help school is a fenced-up,walled institution of subjugation,walls here,walls there.What time is it?Why doesn't the day end yet?What am I doing here?What time is it?Im breaking down.And I need you here.
Given Up
Ive given up Im sick of living is there nothing you can say take this all away i'm suffocating tell me what the fuck is wrong with me