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Ilham Firdaus
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Thursday, April 26, 2007

voices within

"You're useless.Really you are.You pathetic coward."

"Shut up.Shut up.Just shut up."

"You shut up!You are one useless fool.You don't dare stand up against me.You cannot break that wall you created.You are weak."

"You created me to drive yourself.Now,you failed miserably again.You are scared.You're weak."

"Shut up.Just go away...."


let this cold blade kiss sweet flesh
let black blood flow a river joy
let break the face in front of me
the pain which only one can see



---11:58 PM---



Thursday, April 19, 2007

the once future king

The College Prayer
with Ray Mcniece and friend
Gemilang Mafias
We are armed and dangerous
This was a day of reckoning for me..I had to present a poem of mine to the school during assembly.Ray Mcniece,an established poet,came down to out school again to have a presentation on poetry,and put up a recital too.He was here in our college the week before,for our literature lecture.He's one heck of a creative,outspoken guy who has great stage presence and fast wits.

Me? Im shaking and sweating the hell out of myself backstage. It was a combined assembly,with over a thousand college mates looking at me reciting my poem. It's darn scary,and i've rehearsed my poem over 20 times,but still shaking to the bone. Miss Yap really gave me the support and gave me tips,and my classmates were out there supporting me too.

It went well,I recited the poem,called The College Prayer with the feelings I had when I wrote it,last year.I wrote it during a Biology tutorial last year,on a piece of Chemistry Practical worksheet.It reflected my feelings of depression,desperation and detachment because of the difficulties I faced last year. It was truly a moment I wouldn't forget,being able to share my poem to my mates.
I can see freedom is still so far
But just give me a shot at my diploma



---9:12 PM---



Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Leave Out all the rest

I broke free from myself
We never knew,did we?
I know it seems like we're never coming back
I know it feels like we're never coming back
You tried your best but you knew it wouldn't last
They were the words that she placed on her casket
walk the path



---10:04 PM---