Sojourn Solittica

Ilham Firdaus
14111989
Studying in IJC
single
scorpio
reminescence
unrequited
torn and sewn again


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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

...glass mask...

this is my glory
this is the story
how my throne came crashing down
and ashes to dust
blows it all away
my tears to blood purged deep
I just need you to bury me
in this unmarked grave
where the tragedy unfolds
I keep not knowing what to do
I keep not knowing what to say
as you keep plunging this blade down in me
you built that fake path for me to believe
now I will never see
how sweet it could be
you never know the price to pay
when I was led down whittled away

hard at work


kooky

you left me bleeding in a pool of blood

tear me up again




---1:47 PM---



Saturday, February 24, 2007

...kid at heart...

Went to Kid's Central Presenter Auditions @ Bestway Building and Dhea was so kind to accompany..but gosh the line was soooooooo looong..and by the time we were halfway up the queue,it turned out we had to return the next day for the audition.But I wouldnt come down again,its just tiring.And thus we went to ViVo for lunch and had a great time windowshopping at the numerous shops there.We had a refreshing sugarcane drink after all the window shopping,and off we went home...Went to my Aunt's house to celebrate my cousin's wife birthday..ate ALOT and was feeling full..Cheerios =>Breakfast with Mom! she is a pro tea maker...hehebreakfast...@ ViVo

the birthday cakecut the cake!

my wishes are just the blown away pieces

Green Light Crossing




---10:03 PM---



Wednesday, February 21, 2007

...smile as sweet...

break my heart if it makes you happy
see your smile as it sets me free
shatter my smile when you ignore me
feel your breath as it flies by me
break this soul if it brings you peace
put you in me to give me release
cut me deep to find me peace
cut you inside to give me release
feel your smile
touch your gaze
hear your breath
embrace your presence
bring me peace
find me release


two-headed coin



---9:26 PM---



Tuesday, February 20, 2007

...sandprints...

We had a nice outing to Sentosa together to just chill out and enjoy the sun,sand and sea. It took us some time to get there since we had to wait for some of us..took the new Sentosa Express Train to get to the island.enjoy the pics..

skies

with Amira in the Express

with Zak

in memory...

Mr Stick

Mr Turtle

smiles...

us..them..us...goin back..

soon this smile may not be here

soon this life may vanish

like tides roll back to the vastness

an emptyness to fill this void

Blissful Pain




---9:54 PM---



Sunday, February 18, 2007

...nights too long...

All I need is an answer
to what empties me so much
for what will fill me inside
and shed light upon these tides
So simmering within
broken too much
torn asunder and rip apart
this red fist inside
These emotions trampled
upon like the grime you accumulate
with all those lies and fake eyes
trepidation in your voice
These emotions are numbed
with the cold stares you stab
so blindly dastardly you try
to bring me further down
These emotions are far too faded
for me to grasp ahold
and take back the light
I held so dearly upon for hope
And I will say these emotions
are what will bring you down
before I see the face again
screaming back at me
And I will say the voice
is what will break this wall
which you bulit around my heart
freeing those tears it kept
And when will I find that
if ever it exists
when will I find the answer
to all this sadness
to all this darkness
to all this...

Will I ever find that,for which I may not even know what is missing?Will I find something which may not even exist?Will I pull through?
God give me strength,and lead me through...


~Fallen,Broken



---9:47 PM---



Saturday, February 17, 2007

...Oops there goes the bell...

Last Sunday went to a PestaPantun at Wdlands library to see some of our Innovians taking part in this Malay poem competition.Met some of my frens at JJC too..Was very interesting hearing the poems created by the students..Some were funny,some were confusing,some had deep meaning,and some realli sounded nonsensical..
Had to go school on Monday for a progress report thingy and selfstudy session. Alhamdulilah i had pretty good comments so far from my teachers..as im being constantly monitored by the CT and STs..though one of the reports said im weak in maths..which is pretty true..But im trying my best still..and passed my maths test!haha..But i still have a lack of confidence in doing maths since i failed it the whole year last year..(please let bygones be bygones and leave the past)
So looking ahead for this year,and CT1 coming soon.. let's have a look at what happened this week..
PestaPantun@ WoodlandsLibrary

With FizahC

Sue doing some Geog Project

break time!

Mr Yellowlet's have a talk..


i am a jigsaw

waiting to be pieced back

don't break it apart again

it may never come apiece ever

Black Roses White Roses




---3:56 PM---



Sunday, February 11, 2007

...Black and White...

We had busy hectic days on Thursday and Friday preparing for the i@fun carnival..We had carwash to raise funds for the stall..Initially we had only 4 orders,but as time went by more teachers got interested and at the end of the two days,we had about 17 cars plus 2 scooters!We had a nice time washing and vacumming up those cars.

And we had the deco to do up in the cafe,furniture to transport,admin stuff to settle,things to loan, and things to buy...Basically we had a tiring time preparing for the carnival. But it all paid off during the actual event!


For my makeup,Dhea painted my whole face white!She did a nice job painting my face,and she was such an artist...den went off to do some more touch up for the make up..Customers started coming in our cafe at about 10,and I acted dead and talked psychotically for my character..Some guests were scared,some were'nt.We took pictures with some guests too..It was stifling hot in that getup and makeup!But I really enjoyed myself that day,scaring some people and enjoying the atmosphere of the carnival.Mom came down too with a fren!Drinks sold out fast since it was a hot day,and we sold out all our food too...


Met Muzz,FizahK and FizahC,Farah and Diyana...Hope they enjoyed the carnival...was realli great fun meeting them and thank u gals for supporting my school's carnival =>

Was dead tired at the end of the day,but really felt its worth..Cleaned up,had a debrief and went to Aunt's house with Mom for dinner..

I@Fun Innova JC ROcks!!


ps:so sorry for those who smiled or nudged me but I didnt respond friendly,one because i was in character,secondly I am really shortsighted and wasnt wearing my glasses!



Kiss That Black Rose


Me and Dhea,the artist


Weirdos


Guests...Me and Mom!


A Scary Match?

Black and Red

Me wit Muzz and FizahC

Ghosts having a break

Horror Galore...


0744A!




---10:38 PM---



Monday, February 5, 2007

... Blue Shoes and Shirt..

















Boo! ahakz..Monday was such a Lovely niCe day! we had a field trip to the National Library to view a Malay Scriptures exhibition called Aksara,which is about ancient Malay scriptures,early writings,and annals.The bus ride dere was fun..We shared colourful gummy sweets and potato chips..First time I set foot into that new library..and d building was pretty cool..futuristic..So we learnt interesting stuff about the evolution of our language and writings,and took a lot of pictures(though it was actually prohibited).


Cikgu left us suddenly since she had to be back in school,leaving us on our own..in the middle of the library..


Approx. 20 kids.One Library.A Big city.what will happen?

haha..nothing lah..except dat Me,Amira,Liyana,Zack and Aisyah went on such an interesting trip! We walked from the Lib all the way to Peninsular Plaza..den thought of bringing 'em to Old Firehouse Museum..but halfway walking there I realised it was closed on mondays!walked back and caught teh shuttle to Millenia Walk..and ended up in Esplanade..=>

Took alot of pics!!Such a nice day!We really enjoyed our day out together =>

and someone's jacket actually dropped from the Esplanade roof down to the ground level..luckily got nice attendent lady pick it up..




Us.

Looking intently...


Library Garden Roof


@ Esplanade!



Macam Bollywood..


Speak no evil,See no evil,Hear no evil

Zack,Amira and Aisyah:Emotive Trio


Cheers...




---9:33 PM---




...road inside...

Muzz VS The Dinosaur!
Me N FizahK
Apa Muzz tengok tu?
goin' home...
Went to Jurong JC carnival on Saturday,called Love Fiesta! aha met Sue at Boon Lay first..and set off..reached dere around 2pm..
Finally met Muzz and FizahK! There were REALLY alot of people at d carnival.. had pretty good fun dere..Bought pancakes and honey at FizahC's stall..yummy. Then bought chicken rice at Muzz's stall..(Muzz i dun eat timun okies?haha) and den went to eat first at the concourse area..
FizahK and Muzz sat there too and had a great funny chat..

After that,went on too "explore" JJC..haha went to d grandstand..d rides..d "garden"..and went off to buy more foodstuffs..Roti John from Dini's stall and at last the Brownies from FizahK's stall..ah used up all my coupons on food..but worth it..

was really great fun meeting them,and really appreciate the time..

went jogging in the evening with Salina from our neighbourhood all the way to Khatib Bongsu Park..was a pretty nice,tranquil place although there were quite a number of people there; families,couples,children,cyclists..It's a nice place overall..But,there's more..

We went on a pretty interesting little adventure of our own..While walking along the path to see how far the track goes,we chanced upon a small road.Being curious as we are,we continued to walk down that small road.Peculiarly,many cars kept passing by this road,which we thought went into the thick Sembawang-Mandai Jungle..Where did all these cars come from? As we walked down that road,we felt like we went back through time..we saw all abandoned huts and houses,kampung-like buildings,even an old ticketing counter!It was like the kind of scene u see out of a history textbook or an old picture,of a 70's kampung road..There were BIG HUGE trees with vines,and tall lalang and even old electric poles...One side of the road was government land owned by AVA,the other side was a reflection on the past.When we reached the end,it turned out the road led to the main road in Sembawang....We felt kinda satisfied knowing that..haha

We went back to the park and enjoyed more of the wind and scenery,and jogged back to civilization.A great evening.


~reflections of a time~



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