Broken Heart Within.

Sunday, December 31, 2006

...broken heart within...

Its a few mins left to the new year..My feelings are mixed with remorse,solemnity,uncertainty, happiness,and some I just cant put to words.Basically 2006 has been a tremendous ride full of experiences,both good and bad.Actually i dont really know how quite to begin this,but I'll let it start with this common saying-Success is not a destination,but a journey.In this journey you are
bound to face mishaps,setbacks and stuff which just pulls you down.I've been through hard times before,and Im quite afraid to face such a situation again.But through such setbacks we learn,and adapt and move on.I admit,it may not be easy,and Im facing a very uncertain time myself..Im very afraid to fail and fall again..to fail my friends..to fail myself..to fail to achieve the best i want for my parents..Im torn up inside and between hell and a hard place..it can be easy for ppl to say i didnt study enough ,but they dont know what i went through..It can be easy for pple to badmouth,but look in the mirror first and mind your own rice bowl.But nevertheless, failure is a leg to success,and we are all still young.From mistakes we learn,new paths we take.
This new year,I will do my very best and not let all those who have always been there and supporting me down..I admit,my heart hurts for many reasons.Im torn,Im tired. Smiles may just be a facade.
However so,i thank all of you who have been dere for me..and let me prepare myself for the uncertainties ahead.
for all the heartbreaks
for all the tainted
for all the misjudged
for all that was wrong
for all that is right

I forgive,and I thank

Broken Heart Within

---11:59 PM---

...2 upon a piece...

went to school on Saturday nite for NewMediaArts Appreciation Nite..had to pay 7bucks..sobs.. My money...now im officially broke totally..i have 15 cents in my wallet left..but Shilling needed me there so i relented..hope to have fun dere..well played some games..and me n Shilling won! haha..had fun lah..BUT i was disappointed at the buffet..come on..we paid 7bucks each..can't u come up with nicer food?? haha..but the real surprise came when..i was awarded Most Dedicated member to Film Productions! I really wasnt expecting it and was shocked really... Thanks Shilling for nominating me! and thanks Mr Lee and the whole New Media Arts! I will improve more and and be more dedicated to FPU in hopes of expanding this CCA..=>

Thx guys and gals!

now on to 2007...

hehe..

Me and my Award...

mine and the Head's

two-fisted tales

---5:51 PM---

...There's no spoon...

Went to Library@ esplanade wit Fanaa last Saturday..met up at city hall first and headed down there.Turns out the library wasn't as nice as we thought it'd be..mostly arts,theatre and filmography books and what more,most of them aren't even for loan..But it was a very relaxing and class place so we sat at a corner reading some cool stuff..Then we went off to Starbucks and GrooveNation @ MS..wanted to play bowling but place was packed so we played the arcade.. Shooting dinosaurs and robots..haha really had fun dere..

Then we headed off to the war Memorial Park..where we just sat down and enjoyed the quiet, relaxing atmosphere..was pretty solemn yet a bright place dere,somehow its just peaceful and tranquil there..so we just talked about life..stuff..while enjoying the breeze..

thx for d nice time =>

@ Esplanade

Loony

A Sojourn Tree

@ Starbucks

War Memorial Park

A Tower To Commemorate

serene zephyr

---4:49 PM---

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

...26th december 2004...

Tribute

The day was after Christmas
All in merry mood and
Everyday business
Alas a mighty force beneath the surface
Swept across half the globe
Waves came crashing
Without warning
Washing all standing in their way
From coast to coast
Lives taken abruptly
Homes underneath a roaring bed
of an endless stream
Whole families gone,
Families broken apart
It was a great force which broke souls apart
This fateful tragedy
But an awakening rises
Nations realises the need,
The urge,
The sorrow
From where they fell,
They picked back up again
It wasn't easy
Such a tragedy to overcome
But this great force
Has shown the strength of a people,
Of a world
Rising and rebuilding
It was a great force which banded souls together
A great force it was,a mighty wave
A wave of destruction:upon which
A wave of hope

dedicated to the countless who lost their lives in a great tragedy on 26th December 2004;Asian Tsunami and to those who has since rebuilt hope and salvation for themselves and others

one among the rest

---11:31 PM---

Monday, December 25, 2006

...Mirror and lenses

Rummaged through old photos a few days ago and went through them with my mom..How time really flies,one moment you're a baby crawling in diapers the next you're collecting your Diploma or Degree..Always loved listening to stories of time past and reminiscing(did i spell that correctly?)hehe..
here's some pics:

mom :19 yrs old

Dad(in Spiderman costume):NS costume Competition;won second place

Mom and Me

Me:Hari Raya 1993

Me(few mths old) with milk bottle

---11:11 PM---

Sunday, December 24, 2006

...one on the ledge...

hmm Christmas is tomorrow..

Jingle Bells
Batman Smells
Robin laid an Egg
Batmobile Lost Its Wheel
and Batgirl Broke Her Leg
Hey!

by:The Joker, Batman's archenemy...

Jungle Bells
Jungle Bells
Jungle All TheWay
Tarzan Smells
Banana Sells
Monkeys Swinging All The Way
Hey!

by:Tarzan and Jane

no offense is meant with these carols..just trying to bring more joy to the mood of festive seasons..HoHoHo!!
Season Greetings to All!
=>

Rudolf the RedNosed Reindeer

---10:39 PM---

Thursday, December 21, 2006

...old firehouse and a view...

went out with Fanaa on tuesday to OldFirehouse Museum @ Hill Street. Was a very fun day.. a trip to learn about our heritage..So we met up in the train and alighted at CityHall..the museum wasnt hard to find..a stone's throw from Excelsior Hotel..But it was raining and it was a very wet day..and thus once in the OldFirehouse we had loooads of fun takin pics and learning the history of our firefighters and civil defence forces..got into a vintage 1950s fire engine and relaxed inside it..was pretty spacious too..

went to "Bukit Ho Swee"..admired d artifacts around the museum and even had a drawing session..hehe..such artists..after the fun track back tru time..we went to Marina Square to eat.. was raining Cats n Dogs while waiting 4 d shuttle bus..but the wait was worth it when the bus came.Sooo cozy larh the bus..wen we arrived was like so lazy to get up..and thus we went around the nice place..Fanaa bought a pair of Ripcurl footwear first as her shoes were givin her painful trouble..nice place dere..was Wowing at the LegoShop,FourSkin,ActionCity and d loads of nice shops dere..one thing i like most was the relaxed atmosphere..

and thus we ate with a very nice view in sight..met Amirah n Aswad..and even Aqilah and Abdullah..wat a coincidence lor..marvellous..okie after more window shoppin me n Fanaa went to Esplanade! went to d Hollywood shop and Mrs Fields..had some dessert @ the Esplanade..and took more pics ard the place..

headed back home around 6 plus..

was a great day..

=>

the Old Firehouse

Outside

Hello?

Cak!

me n Fanaa

so 60's posein the fire engine

im ready!FireFighter Gal

Bukit Ho Swee

who's gonna save me?

new art student!

@ Marina Square

nice viewwit Amirah

@ Royal Sporting House

@ Esplanade

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