All I need is an answer to what empties me so much for what will fill me inside and shed light upon these tides So simmering within broken too much torn asunder and rip apart this red fist inside These emotions trampled upon like the grime you accumulate with all those lies and fake eyes trepidation in your voice These emotions are numbed with the cold stares you stab so blindly dastardly you try to bring me further down These emotions are far too faded for me to grasp ahold and take back the light I held so dearly upon for hope And I will say these emotions are what will bring you down before I see the face again screaming back at me And I will say the voice is what will break this wall which you bulit around my heart freeing those tears it kept And when will I find that if ever it exists when will I find the answer to all this sadness to all this darkness to all this...
Will I ever find that,for which I may not even know what is missing?Will I find something which may not even exist?Will I pull through? God give me strength,and lead me through...