0744A A New Start Faunus Suprabeings A Silent Remorse Today school started.As I watched my friends in second year going for their classes,I felt such a sting in my heart.It was such a painful feeling.I did feel like breaking into tears.Im stuck down here.I felt so out of place.It was really depressing.I didn't have the mood for any cheers,or the school song,or dumb warmups involving our heads,shoulders whatever.I just felt so damn wasted.But there's a silver lining in every cloud.My class turned out to be pretty fun.As the day went by,we had fun winning every station games we had.And we had fun cheering.It made my day for the moment.And my OGLs Venetia and ShiHui were a great fun too.Im pretty thankful that today went well.But still,I need time to adjust myself.
Because seeing my friends in second year as seniors just takes such a big piece out of my heart. I really wish I can be there as well.I want to be with them.Its just so painful not being there in senior year.Now,I have to focus this pain in me to drive myself forward.Earn it.
Because the feeling of seeing them just hurts,and I want to be there.