Its a few mins left to the new year..My feelings are mixed with remorse,solemnity,uncertainty, happiness,and some I just cant put to words.Basically 2006 has been a tremendous ride full of experiences,both good and bad.Actually i dont really know how quite to begin this,but I'll let it start with this common saying-Success is not a destination,but a journey.In this journey you are
bound to face mishaps,setbacks and stuff which just pulls you down.I've been through hard times before,and Im quite afraid to face such a situation again.But through such setbacks we learn,and adapt and move on.I admit,it may not be easy,and Im facing a very uncertain time myself..Im very afraid to fail and fall again..to fail my friends..to fail myself..to fail to achieve the best i want for my parents..Im torn up inside and between hell and a hard place..it can be easy for ppl to say i didnt study enough ,but they dont know what i went through..It can be easy for pple to badmouth,but look in the mirror first and mind your own rice bowl.But nevertheless, failure is a leg to success,and we are all still young.From mistakes we learn,new paths we take.
This new year,I will do my very best and not let all those who have always been there and supporting me down..I admit,my heart hurts for many reasons.Im torn,Im tired. Smiles may just be a facade.
However so,i thank all of you who have been dere for me..and let me prepare myself for the uncertainties ahead.
for all the heartbreaks
for all the tainted
for all the misjudged
for all that was wrong
for all that is right
I forgive,and I thank
